2026, im retarded

started 07/01/2026, completed 04/03/2026

so its been awhile and i have a lot to talk about, so far 2026 has been all over the place for me mentally so i gotta start aaaaaaaaaaaat christmas last year, i was good got a bunch of stuff i wanted, had a good day with my family wasnt too crazy its been a while lwk so its not fresh in my brain type shiz i had a sesh prior which probably is the last outside sesh ive had.... no nevermind last sesh at that spot. anyway for chrimus i got some cool stuff which i will put a few pics here, got awesome sao figma and more kits which as of now ive only done 1 of the ones i got... uhh speaker ive used a good amount, its mid but does the job. OH shit and i finally finished my yokohama kaidashi kikou manga collection which i am very happy about and the initial d manga i got which is great and i proceeded to watch a fuck ton of initial d since and man its amazing even the music and the games ive emulated.

      

i dont wna talk bout theis too much cus its embarrising but we had a sesh at some abandoned place and i got hella wasted and blacked out i dont remember most of it after a certian fact, i did alot of things i wanna forget and but i learnd lessons and look back on it a bit more fondly now so im ready for summer as it slowly creeps in... sadly that spot is now getting demod which is a shame cus it genuinly is an amazing spot and i was planning on painting sum graf there but oh well i cant do much rip the spot.

      

then after christmas i got hella into bladee and stopped using spotify which was only supposed to be for like a week but its been 2 months now and its better mostly but having spotify on the side is helpful if i dont wanna download sum and spotify has some better features and playback that is either non existant or not working on mobile vlc, which other apps fix but are way worse in every other way yk? but hey overall its better.

      

countinuing from music talk i ripped a bunch of my cds and have a small collection now that is digitised along with new cds i got like whippersnapper which i am very happy to own just need to get time spent driving cd and ill be happy. listening to them cds and playing more of amped 2 for a bit WHILE i watch jacob jones the goat, ive watched him so much hes so cool, especially if you have a drink or sum its amaxing i also watched him on some podcasts, one of note being the gobcast which then got me on to goblin which ill talk about later wen im talm bout the now, ehhhhh yeah.

      

vinted i got a ton of shit i have the drip now and im way more comfortable going out and a bit more happy with how i look which is a step forward definitly heres a couple photos my faves ar eall the truey shit which i honestly never thought id get UH the foursquare which is crazy i mean clothes from amped 2 even tho im sure those specific ones arent in their but i dont care i love them, rn i wanna get some billlionarre boys club shit, a shirt and the icecream dog jeans ive been feining for as of late, and ed hardy shit since my boy got me onto it. also just to add very happy with the truey button up cus not many people have the especially the plaid ones like the haw era sem. it looks amazing and feels good. shout out to my boy miker, hes my goat and my probably longest online friendship that i still regulary talk to and like and we be plannin to meet eventualy which will happen cus we both honestly are good friends and i feel like my first true homie... he also met bladee lucky cunt.

some games i been playing was bomb rush cus i got it cheap on cdkeys (context i already hav it on ps5 physically) so i could mod it and man its fun as fuck, its beena second from now but it is awesome the fact i can go crazy fast whilw playing as konata or fatman haha in the skate 3 map, amd man the movement plus mod is so fun........ then i got just cause 3 cheap cus it on console is so shit for 1 reason only. the fuckinh motion blur cranked up to a million which you cant turn off, only reason i bought it on pc, runs fine aswell. then yeah amped 2, re played mgs4 which was fantastic since ive only played it all the way through once, i dont appreciate the camera limit and you cant export them without a big ass watermark tsk tsk tsk. oh shit yeah i finished death stranding 2, it was good i loved itm still prefer 1 but i do enjoy 2, the story aswell is good and ending is mad but yeah 1 still better and cant wait to see what kojima does with his next projects.

okay heres a good few photos of a visual novel i played that i saw through a translation websites twitter, it was an english patch for shizuku on the pc-98 i bleieve and i really liked it, now as of writing i havent done every ending but the atmosphere and art of this game is just wow, its an eroge but not a crazy gooner one, its fucking creepy and disturbing at parts with the whole mind control shit but man its done well, the non creepy sex scenes are good and the charachters are interesting and look good in terms of chara design, another important thing is the amazing soundtrack which i did sample cus its just that good especially this track:H-Scene 1 but anyway id reccomend it, i also need to play more of it and other viual novels.

  

the part where the e in eroge comes in

  

  

catacombs

catacombs was great went by myself finally got to see diskoteque but suprisingly came out enjoying to$shiro more, the irish lads were alreight, nos was shit i went to the back then and got a drink and bought a lighter they were selling, and ill use it for something eventually buts its nice to have the shirts were just meh so i didnt buy and it was like 23 euro which if it was 20 maybe id buy it but idk.... after some photographer took a photo of me cus i looked good apparently and i got the photos they are good one i dont like cus i think i look ugly but they are good especially one of them... then i went and bought a -196 can, or strong zero if you will and i will cus that sounds better, it was a bit warm when i started drinking it but it was nice, i love lemon drinks so ill like it regardless, its cool since you cant really tell if you are tasting the vodka or the sourness of the lemon so i like it and will buy it again cus that was only 6% so like fuck all and only that shop fucking sells them, also tidbit but why is our percents over here so watered down, the hardest f=drinks you can get in one can are like 8% four lokos which kinda taste like shit tbh but they alr, yet to see anything like "this but stronger" shame but oh well mixers work sometimes i wanna do something and lwk might make it a video where i try a strong zero and then vodka with fanta lemon and see which one i prefer cus i thnik it be fun latest ill do this is my birthday lol, i can do this whenever but yk it be cool. what wasn i talking about o yeah so i went out boght it sat down somewhere drank it, watched a little jacobjones and then recorded myself talkimg post catacombs type shiz.

as of now ive been working going to school barely i hate it so much, playing .hack infection which is fun but haha im not good at grinding for leveling up in games but hey im having fun with it, been listening to lil shine and some other shiT. OMG i forgot to mention silent hill 4, i finished after having it on the back burner for awhile and omg i lovee it... might even be my fav silent hill but will replay the others and see cus i forgot alot 2 and 1 were my faves but maybe now 4 and 1 or 2, i love walter sullivans charachter he is so interesting even after i beat it i read almost every wiki page on silent hill 4 just for him, the writing is amazing and his mysteriousness is so creepy and cool, hes a well written charachter and my favourite definitly, the ost is amazing well but thats a given.

i am missing a few stuff like a house sesh and the first kebab i had (yummey), buying car and doing tests and lessons, selling stuff and im sure more like how im not doing as much as i want to

any way thats it, next blog will hopefully not be too late but i am busy with school so...

cool shiz broski

      

      

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