15/11/2025 yesterday i bought minecraft on pc through cdkeys for like 15 euro. i have it on pc already but it was child locked connected to my dads microsoft account and my main xbox account which made it terrible and unplayable online, so i bought it, made a new acount, email and xbox account just so i can 1. (most important) play mods and maps from my childhood) and 2. play online for free and i guess 3. play minecraft java cus its so much better and i get old versions (1.7.10 best version) heres some screen shots
the mods specifically were the ones from the stampy (and that group of youtubers) race to the moon series with the purebdcraft texture pack, then i added a few ones i also like from 1.7.10, i love that series alot. the mods arent 1:1 but i dont mind i like it i just need to put a lot of time into it if i do wanna get to the moon and even just the setup part its alot to learn and confusing crafting shit to learn but its awesome
also my skins is hanako ikezawa from my fav game katawa shoujo, surprised that there was a good amount of skins for the game on planet minecraft, i have a misha one aswell and the other charachters there isnt much good ones for them so. also about hanako it sounds a bit weird and tbh i never thought in my life id want one but i saw on aliexpress there was a body pillow of hanako and cant lie really want it, but if i do i wouldt even use it cus i live with my family. its very cute tho
keeeeeychaaaaaaiiiin mah chayn
got a couple things on aliexpress, 1 a dc bling belt 2 christmas presesnts aaaaaand this neat little keychain i thought looked sweet, its from girls last tour which i read....... uhh last year probably i cant remember haha but yeah probably last year. i loved it and want the books but im broke and need other things first
its awesom i wont put it on anytin yet my keys are already full with shit and maybe if i get a ssd ill put it on that.... but i loove it
music
starting off bad i was doing my bi monthly stalk of everyone that follows me on spotify and saw that one of my exes was listening to a band called whippersnapper... first of all that band has 2000 monthly listeners and i found it because i grew up playing amped 2 on the original xbox and its on the fantastic soundtrack, being so unkown i can only guess she snooped through my playlists (specifically my melodic punk and emo playlist cus shes a wanna be "emo") and put one song on her playlist and it was in her recently listened... i hate this, it pissed me right off, im being generous even putting that shit in a playlist since i try and gatekeep to the best of my ability so they dont get overun with posers and retarded fags, i hate that "niche" shit is now cool, normalfags please stop liking underground shit you dont understand. i only put the band name here cus 1. its likely no one is reading this and 2. only nerds and outsiders (for lack of better word) lurk personal websites. anyway hopefully not a big deal but i hate her and the mere thought of one of my favourite bands getting popular makes me wanna kill myself
on the good side ive been listening to [DispersE] recently, ive always listened to them the odd time but now the whole foreward album has encapsulated me, its so beautiful and probably one of the only prog rock i like since it has that prog metal edge to it with a more cold atmoshpere that i can barely see replicated anywhere else, i sent one song to my brother a couple times over the years but i dont think hes listened...its great though and now im trying to remember how i found them back then... i know that i put 3 songs into the same catagory in my mind and eventually a playlist for skate 2 which was foreward (s/t album name song) afterdark by NoGht and my tears are becoming a sea by M83 these 3 songs in my mind is what skate 2 should sound like, especially visually which i think the actual soundtrack failed to grasp. ayway the album is cold, winter, swedish european nordic landscape of brutalist, abandoned and mountinous landscape with orgasmic math rock riffs inbetween prog metal power chords that clash with the clean reverbed vocals which might turn off the average listener. the cover art itself matches its sound almost perfectly, paying close attention to the amazing editing of the logo within what seems to be an abandoned shopping center of sorts. sadly the band has been split up for years (around datehere) which is a shame but they still have stuff on the internet including merch and music videos... id kill for a cd or anything really but shipping here to ireland is quite terrible.
the song sleeping ivy should be playing now if you havent paused the music (cunt if so), id reccomend to listen to the album and watch the introduction/ documentary of it on youtube... i hate that in my mind this album is airy but most people dont use that term for this kinda music thats besides the point, its beautiful okay jeez
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also everytime i listen to the album and see the cover for some reason i think of the bagger, my number 1 spot of places to go topping my urbex list, pigeon hous chimneys in second. but the bagger is a litteral piece of art just on the outskirts of senfentberg germany, me and my mate were talking about going to germany and maybe going here in a couple years, either way im going sometime in my life no doubt about it... hopefullu ill be able to cus man just look at it, watch a vid on youtube of people going there its amazing and this album is what id be listening to climbing up it someday :)
this screensshot is because google is gay and wouldnt let me download it, tldr this image is basically what the last paragraph was saying plus cool points cus just look at it, shout out the dude who took the photo, perfect timing for foggy day TLDRtldr IZ KEWL BRAH
misc shit and life
i havent really been stuck to one show or game this month, started rewarching haibane renmei (which reminds me i gotta make a new shirine for) i was playing ground zeroes a bit, then continuing my mgs4 replay here and there but mostly ive just been listening to music and maybe playing black ops 3 and past 2 days minecraft cus of the stuff i mentioned before. alchohol is good and underage drinking is awesome, drinking tomorrow yay
speaking of bo3 ive gotten better at it thankfully and i made my own hanako emblem which took me like 30 mins or an hour i cant remember but i like it
exams are over, i failed alot and tbh i do need to lock in especially in history cus i actually enjoy that class and maybe like english or something but history is the only one i really care about this year, school is gay but i need to lock in alot nect year seriously so i can get out of here as quick as i can, do grinds if needed which it is, maths in particular. since they over tho im not back into daily school life which makes me wanna blow my brains out but oh well, life isnt too bad outside that so cznt complain right now. getting my learner permit and will start lessons (hopefully by the ed of this year) but probably next year... i cant wait to get a car, i need it asap... driving at night, speakers blasting i need it man, need that escape from my house that isnt just local area or drinking, i would say urbex or graffiti but they are rare occurences every now and then so they dont count, driving i can do anytime and i can go far as the gas can go. and more gigs, more oppurtunities, jobs etc... i need ittttttttt i love carsssssss. the thought of drivng at night with ceirtain music on, parking and drawing or just soaking in the moment, and maybe with a future girlfriend ughhhhhhh, i need to start praying again.
thia image by zoolpal made me think about that again
really tired rn, gonna grab sumtin eat and jack off and go to bed, reminder to make another blog page but its more like one or 2 sentences then an image all on one page almost like a tweet, heres some misc images one image is another disperse ahh image that i found from a link of a katawa shoujo bg image they used and the other an actual disperse image from there instagram
well i think thats it, see you next blog lol
mostly taken on Powershot A3150 IS
